the fool is I

today is no april fool day, for me at least. if there is such thing as april fool, i would be one of the best candidate to be the fool. because today, as it has been for the past 6 years, i have yet to surprise my dearly beloved with a present or flowers hidden somewhere around the house.

while she might think that i am always more charming, sweet talking, in awe, friendly, full of smiles, appreciative, funny, playful, gentle, nice, lovely, hyper, excited, passionate, caring, attentive, fair and thoughtful when i am with others, it will always be the case when they are compared to those moments when i am showing my disagreements and anger.

and while everybody else that i am talking about sounds like they are more intelligent, successful, hardworking, loving, romantic, determined, creative, multi-tasking, impressive, religious, caregiving, visionary, thinner, prettier, compassionate, thoughtful, artistic, smart and hardworking, believe me it is difficult to better all the best traits of one thousand people. i gave up doing that a long time ago. she should know that she has enough of those qualities that she will be the only one for me for a very long time.

and not to further disappoint futuredoc, i gave to you some special moments that we have shared for those 6 years that we have been together, in chronological order, albeit small ones.

happy birthday sayang.